Don't be afraid to love; Don't be afraid to hurt.

Xanga Layouts

Stephnalamx
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit Stephnalamx's Xanga Site!

Name: Stephanie
Gender: Female


Interests: Music, icons, random shiney objects....
Expertise: Undecided
Occupation: Icon collector


Message: message me
Website: visit my website


Member Since: 12/9/2006

SubscriptionsSites I Read
datingish@datingish
erickawashurr
featuredquestions
firegal1993
Dark_ninja_Itachi
Mae_Mae_Panic_For_Me
inocutie87
subzero_killer
slush1234
Crucifixion85
Loving_Chakra

Blogrings
~:Im a True Naruto FAN !!!!!!!!!:~
previous - random - next

naruto naruto naruto naruto naruto naruto naruto
previous - random - next

Too Much Naruto-- Join this
previous - random - next

~.:DANGER!!!NARUTO ZONE!!!:.~
previous - random - next

Naruto Roleplay..or like Naruto!
previous - random - next

 Weird People Have More Fun!!
previous - random - next

naruto members only join this!!!!!
previous - random - next

MySpace SUCKS!
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Friday, June 19, 2009

A Thought...

As I watched a small girl wrap her arms around her mother, I closed my eyes, preteneding that was me. For a breif moment I smiled. I remembered that I use to have a family; a mother that loved me. But not now. No, I had ran away a long time ago. No one came looking for me, either. Sometimes I forget, I forget what it was like to be loved, to hug someone that was so close to me. But for this one moment, I remembered. Maybe, just maybe, I'll find what I long for; a family that loves me.


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Do you ever feel like...

Do you ever feel like you have no real friends? Like your all alone? I find I feel like that most of the time. I can't stand feeling this way. I post on many sites where I talk to my friends about how I'm feeling, and no one seems to care. No one asks why or if they can help or anything. I just want someone to care about me without being family, but it seems I can't have that.

Do you ever feel like if you died no one would care? That's how I feel. Most of the time. I know my family would miss me, but... I think it's only because they have to. I help people, my friends, with their problems but whenever I feel low they don't help. I wonder if I should talk to my friends? No, I don't want to tell them what to do, I just wish they would by themselves.

Do you ever feel like your the one to talk first? That your the one to leave someone a message? Or the one to text first? Or the one to call first? Or anything like that? Well I do. I notice that I do that most, if not all, of the time. I'm sick of it.

Do you ever feel like no one cares about you? (I know this question seems like the other one I asked but...) I feel like I help people and I make people laugh but it seems that as long as their happy or feeling good, then they really don't need me. I feel so used.

Do you ever feel like you can't have a best friend? Like time matters on everything? That's what it feels like to me. Like I have to know someone for a long time to be their best friend. When will time not matter? I move around so much, but I do try to keep in contact, but nothing seems to work. No one sticks. 'Who's your best friend?' I hear/see this question all the time. And all I have to say is: I don't have one. When can I have one?

Do you ever feel like no ones listening? Like you keep talking but, nothing? It's always like that for me.


Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Poems

Okay, so I wrote this in math yesterday. Can you imaging how weird that is? Writting poetry in math...huh...weird. Well...kind of, maybe.

 

Breathless sighs and soft caresses,

Watching as the moonlight dances.

Fleeting coolness, twinkling bugs,

Night wind comforting, imaginary hugs.

Spinning leaves and rippling water,

Hair hovering around without faulter.

Light rain and warm air,

Droplets hitting down with care.

Water falling like wet kisses,

Damping everything, the darkened tresses.

 

And this poem, which I aslo wrote in math but only today, not yesterday...

 

Dark thoughts, rightous lies,

Only running, can't hide.

Fake smiles, percing eyes,

No bonds, breaking ties.

Laughter so crule, scowls not nice,

Words so cold, just like ice.

Shoulders brushing, no one cares

People unknowing, ignoring fears.

Pressure so tight, closing in

Silent screaming, lights dim

Locked inside, locked away,

No words of help, nothing to say.

Silence.

 

If you happen to want to read more, just tell me and I'll post more...... Also, if you think you may want to read on of my pretty short stories, don't hesitate to ask, I wont mind.. Well, I suppose that's all I have to write for now, so, I'll chat with you later, hm? Byes, lovelies.

 

-Insane


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Nine Inch Nails/Jane's Addiction Tour

I just posted about this Nine Inch Nails/Jane's Addiction tour for 250 credits. You can earn free credits too!


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

BENADRYL® Pollen Alert Widget

I just posted this BENADRYL® Pollen Alert widget for 250 credits. You can earn free credits too!



Next 5 >>






<

<bgsound src="projectplaylist.com">